Life As It Stands

Hey, just finished my SPM last year. It feels great!

In the one and a half months since I finished my SPM, I've done quite a few things, mainly cleaning up my room and stuff. I've just completed a one week stay in Kuala Lumpur with a few friends.

So yeah. The next thing in life would probably be college? I intend to take a degree in law, but not sure if I want to do A-levels or foundation.

Either way, there's not much to it. Just chiong ahh!! ...till the end. Lol.

Tagged!

Doing daphne's tag.. LOl..

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1. What's the relationship of you and her/him?

: In a relationship. =D a 2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?

: Adorable

: Funny

: Happy-go-lucky.

: Hyper

: Caring friend.

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3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you:

: Haha. Then i'll miss u like crazy lo.

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4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you:

: shush..

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5. If she/he became your lover, you will

: erm..

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6. If she/he become your enemy, you will

: be sad. sob and cry. generally fuck up.

a 7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on

: reconsidering whether the right choice or not

a 8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is

: me? probably..

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*moving on with dignity*

a 9. The most desirable thing to do on for him/her is?

:shush..

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10. The overall impression of him/her is...

: haha. indescribable would be perfect..

a 11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?

: half of them think im one helluva sonofabitch, the other half thinks im great.. which are u?

a 12. The character of you for yourself is?

: haiyo.. ask stupid question..

a 13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

: lazy, tidak apa, very forgetful, can sometimes even forget my darling.. wow.. wish i was smarter too..

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14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

: some1 who;s lived his ife to the fullest

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15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them.

: I LOVE YOU! =)

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16. Ten people to tag: 1. Not U 2. Not U 3. Not U 4. Not U 5. Not U 6. Not U 7. Not U 8. Not U 9. Not U 10. Yes, U! The one reading this post!

a 17. Who is no.2 having a relationship with? : Haha.. i can skip the next few questions..

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18. Is no.3 a male or female?

: zzzzzz

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19. How will no.9 react if he/she found out that his/her cell phone is lost?

: ................

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20. If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?

: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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21. How about no.5 and no.8?

: .................

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22. What is no.1 studying about?

:.................

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23. Is no.4 single? [Anissa]

: ..................

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24. Say something about no.6 [Lau Xin Wen]

: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz done! love this tag, the last few questions were the most fun.. xD do it yea! and dun copy mah style, or i swear i'll hunt u down and absolutely FRYYY uu~~ Hehe.. Done by, The SACRED panda.. wow.. nice name.. xDxDxD

Its me again!!

Dang im back! I know, I know, I havent updated for a while. So what? Who has such time to update their blogs anyway? Ah well.. The people who have too much time on their hands.. I really envy them. To all readers passing by: Look, I know my blog is damn boring, not just layout but content too. If anyone wants to help, feel free to find me for my email and pass.. I seriously dont have time.. Will be uploading a few pictures of my visit to damai.. Haha.. Stay tuned for more.. In the next few days.. Again, sorry for not updating! -Panda-

Im back~

Finally! Im back.. After such a long break from blogging, i've come back. Yes, i know a blog without pictures is kinda boring. Yes, i know a blog about an uninteresting 15 year old guy going about his life is very boring.. But well, a guy's gotta do what a guy's gotta do. ********* Haiz. Reading other people's blogs are so time consuming. Managing my own? Even more so. And yet my blog is my only outlet, the only place where I can finally talk without being interrupted, to talk about me and me alone and no one else.. Its been a long time since I've had that sort of luxury. Whee~ I suddenly realize something. Im so lame. So let me tell u a story. ******** Okay. Three vampires walked into a bar. The first ordered concentrated blood, and the second ordered saturated blood. The third, however, ordered a glass of water. The first two asked him the reason behind his strange choice. He said.. "Aiyo.. Global recession lah.. I got bring my own tea bag....." =/ ***********************

Okay

Okay. I know I havent posted for awhile, Im sorry, no time to hit the blogs at all since Form3.. So.. Yeah.. This'll be a pit stop in my long and torturing ordeal called studying.. Loads of homework, tuition, and Im doing lots of serious juggling to complete all this, a few outstanding projects, and cleaning my room before my dear beloved niece comes back on Saturday. *sigh* Been suffering from severe bouts of depression which comes and goes easily and spontaneously. I seriously regret not doing more to gain your trust and I regret wasting the time I had with you. Now your gone, I seriously miss you. Like crazy. Dun wanna say much in case you see this or something.. So.. Yeah.. So..Erm.. Yeah.. Dont really know what to post.. Its not like my life is interesting anyway. And those parts that are interesting Im not very keen on sharing with the world. Since my blog is open to the people, there is always something or everything that I cannot post. A blog isnt a diary as some might think (oh here I go again) but rather a portal to the world in which we can look out of and explore rather than a diary to record what happens in our lives. Cuz a blog is meant for people to read, and to satisfy people we cannot post items that are negative in nature, especially not toward the reader. This seriously constricts our choices and topics on which to blog upon. I find that most blogs are a LIE in which the author writes not who he or she is, but what he or she wishes to show the world. The real person behind a blog might not be as perfect as his ideals, or stands upon certain topics, for it is not what a person says that shows him, but what he does NOT debate upon depict him for what he really is. -Fin- There. I've just finished one of those periods in which I actually debate with myself upon a topic which is utterly lame. I apologize to all readers for the inconvenience caused by you reading this post. But Im not feeling very well lately both mentally and physically. I just hope Im stil rational and of sound mind when I complete PMR. There. I have posted in my blog. Happy much? Thankee~ The End

No!

No!

Today started out as a GOOD day..

Now its a BAD day..

You said you would wait..

Now you say you dont know

Argh!..

Im so damn confused..

Is it worth it?

Can we go on?

Or is this it?

Just tell me what you want..

Or maybe not..

Cuz..

Im scared.. Of the answer..

Shit..

Shitshitshitshitshit..

Cant breathe..

No..

So Long to 2008

So. 2008 has come and gone. It is now the 1st of January 2009. Walking down memory lane, I reflect on what I have done, and a few memorable events stil cling to mind. Jobweek.. Koperasi day which was also on my birthday, and the various surprises packaged with it.. The time I fell from the 3rd floor to the second (ouch).. The wonderful time I had with my ex girlfriend.. And various band activities.. Antac.. It has certainly been a fun year. However, what was most memorable and fresh in my memories is stil that of Antac 2008.. I grew alot during this camp. It seems that for every camp and/or band display that i partake in, I have grown to love scouting more and more. Although I have plenty of regrets for being a very inactive member last year and not finishing my Usaha scheme, I stil have no regrets for being a scout, no matter what I do. On the other hand, my studies which took a very bad turn in Form 1 and has managed to drop alarmingly every semester is stil worrying me. I wonder if I have enough time to make up for the times I did not even bother to study these two years. It seems I indeed have to burn some more midnite oil to catch up. Target for PMR: 7a.. Wow.. Memandangkan my standard is stil very low now.. *sigh* Oh well.. No use crying over spilt milk.. As the clock ticks on, 2008 is fading into a distant memory with each passing second, hour, day, week, month.. Indeed, 2008 has been a bittersweet year for me. Hopefully, 2009 will take a turn for better in all aspects of my life.

Ready? 3..2..1.. *BOOM*

Happie New Year!!!

All da best to everyone.. Til now, tis' all. Sayonara, and a happy new year to all..

Not Half Bad

So..

Its the day after we went for the shang di procession..

And I realized.. it aint as half as bad as I thought it might be..

Everything went fine, I forgot a few songs,

Got messed up playing Evening Wind by Mok during the most crucial moment

( No offense, Mok, its not like you're expected to be a Lower Brass God or something,

even if you are 'The Chosen One')

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And..

My mum for once actually came to see her son

Instead of calling another dancing party at our house..

I can tell she really loved our band and our songs,

especially Mamma Mia..

So I think I just might have increased my chances of staying on next year..

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All in all, it was quite a good evening,

considering how tiring the Kuching Fest parade was..

Im amazed by our band and how far its come since I first entered.

This is the reason I joined scout and then band..

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For the memories attached to the various events and activities.

I'll never forget knowing people that have made an impact upon my life,

for better or for worse

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Wilson Mok, The Chosen One and

the guy who actually hit the tiang (hehx)..

..A great guy, and a better leader..

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Kho Swee Yee, our major,

..who always knew what to say, at the right place, at the right time..

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Aelred Lee Zhen Hui, my 1st year Antac PL and current T4 TL,

It was Aelred who actually inspired me to continue scouting..

Im sorry for everything I did in 2007 Antac, I know I wasnt the best..

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David Boon, my current APL and Antac08 APL

No idea what to say..

You touched me in ways no one else has before..

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Desmond Ong, my Antac08 PL,

..I have no idea how to describe someone like this.

I know no one else who actually doesnt care if a guy fails and fails again,

even when it cripples his patrol..

*

Oh Wei Fung,

I knew I've given you headaches,

and I know we've had disagreements and quarrels.

But you're stil someone who deserves respect.

'nuff said.

*

Brandon Ting,

who's so unreasonable at times and yet I can always laugh around you..

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Sim Zee Ang,

..I was awed since the first day I met you.

Though I dont know you much, Im stil proud to know you..

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Abel Tan, who tried so hard at everything..

..Im amazed that what appears is not what is underneath..

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and even Chang Wee Khee..

Although at times you really wanna hit this guy,

actually.. He's not half bad at all..

At least his intentions are in the right place..

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No matter what I do, where I am,

how long its been,

I'll never forget my experience in scouting,

the people I met, knew, and came to love,

and the things I did.

**************

Its not scouting that lighted up my life.

Its the people in it.

Thanks, guys..

Oh, Band, Oh, Brother, Oh, Bother!!

Wow!..

Band is soo damn tiring..

Im so sore from carrying that darn euphonium..

Tomorrow night I have to carry it for 3 or 4 hours some more?!

Ohmygawsh.. Gonna faint man..

****

Abel cant take too much heat, found that out today..

Given 3 hours of near nonstop marching and he just wont play..

So its either me or momok to hold it thru in those

lucid moments when the parade is nearing to a close..

I just hope momok knows his notes,

cuz I

(i) Completely dont know

Shooting Star March

and

Spartans of Tomorrow

and

Puteri Santubong

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While I only know half of Jalur Gemilang..

Oh dear..

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Oh well.. Hopefully stil got Doggy..

Please appear Doggy..

We need u~~

Lol.. Dun worrie~

Stil gonna give it my all!..

Cuz.. This might be my last display..

Dont ask me why..

LuLaLuLaLu~

Hmm..

Its christmas everyone..

Tis' the season to be jolly!

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So.. Merry christmas!!

*************

Unnhh..

Slept at almost 4a.m. last nite..

Couldnt sleep..

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So this morning I was like

"Ohmygawsh I cant get up!

I cant get up!"

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Sorta kinda reminds me of this pic i found on

http://www.cheezburger.com/

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Lol.. Not bad eh.. xD

Which is nicer?

So..

Today went to that I. T. place with my parents..

Wan T.J. or something like that..

We were looking for a toy car that could fit my niece,

who's coming in January.

Btw, it has to be remote controlled.

We saw alot there,

but the contestants were narrowed down to this two..

This..

and this..

The first one looks more solid,

but the latter looks much more nicer..

So. What do you think?

So what?

Alright, alright, stop bugging me already..

So what if she did sleepwalk into our camp?

Doesnt mean you have to jeer about it every time..

Ish..

Its just sleepwalking..

Right?

Woot!

Woot!

This year's Antac is over lu..

This year's passed pretty quickly..

N quite interesting..

If any1 wants pics, doggy's blog.

Nuff said.

Kl

Okayy..

So..

Went down to KL on the 13th n came back yesterday..

(26th Nov)

Casey's growing up real fine now,

and she has now graduated to monosyllabic words..

which she sometimes says over n over again..haha..

Bought alot of sstuff..

Including a dancing mat for ps2 for my sis..

Everyday i was at home

only eat sleep play game slp then eat somemore..

That;s the reason why im so damn fat now..

T.T

KGS

Today was prize giving day!

Unfortunately, yours truly isnt worthy of a prize of any degree.

And so, I stayed at home the whole morning when everyone else (almost)

were getting some prize or other..

blablabla..

Afternoon, after lunch with my mum,

went to KGS a.k.a. Kelab Golf Sarawak

for a bucket or two at the driving range.

I did quite well today considering I was alone..

After, walked back to the clubhouse enjoying my freedom

when suddenly, all of a sudden,

out came the sun!

Ohmaigawsh!! So damn hot!!

Stayed at the library, went out for nuggets,

then around 5 went swimming..

Swim swim swim..

Half an hour tired liaw..

So sien..

That all about sums up a not-bad day..

Going down to KL on the 13th..

Coming back the day before ANTAC..

Dat means I'll have to go on that shopping spree before i go..

Oh well..For now,

lets kick back and relax..

'Now im speechless, over the edge and just breathless..

I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again....'

Today, today!

Finally, a post where i actually write about what happened today rather than yesterday or the day before or some other time in the past.. Well.. Jacq, cam, shu ee, bi ai, si wei n me.. The so called 'stardusted ex-prefects' were called to..um..menjaga kelas.. By whom? None other than our most beloved (blerkhs) ms wee lorz.. So there we were.. Jalan jalan.. Chit chat here, chit chat there.. Cam showing off her (amazing) rubik skills.. Took care of a few classes (man, caesar so hiao!) And..well..made a few new friends! Not bad..took a few pics too.. Wanna c

Zz

Had quite a good day yesterday.. Teased bernard a lot.. poor ad'ike.. Hmn.. NOT gonna mention how a certain some1 completely ruined an otherwise near-perfect day.. Zz.. cant there be a day whr everything is right, oh so right? oh well..

Test is Over

Test time is finally over!! Ohyea!!! Hahaha.... Our long, long ordeal..finally.. After 3 weeks of hard prep.. We can finally ENJOY!!