Tagged!

Doing daphne's tag.. LOl..

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1. What's the relationship of you and her/him?

: In a relationship. =D a 2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?

: Adorable

: Funny

: Happy-go-lucky.

: Hyper

: Caring friend.

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3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you:

: Haha. Then i'll miss u like crazy lo.

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4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you:

: shush..

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5. If she/he became your lover, you will

: erm..

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6. If she/he become your enemy, you will

: be sad. sob and cry. generally fuck up.

a 7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on

: reconsidering whether the right choice or not

a 8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is

: me? probably..

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*moving on with dignity*

a 9. The most desirable thing to do on for him/her is?

:shush..

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10. The overall impression of him/her is...

: haha. indescribable would be perfect..

a 11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?

: half of them think im one helluva sonofabitch, the other half thinks im great.. which are u?

a 12. The character of you for yourself is?

: haiyo.. ask stupid question..

a 13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

: lazy, tidak apa, very forgetful, can sometimes even forget my darling.. wow.. wish i was smarter too..

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14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

: some1 who;s lived his ife to the fullest

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15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them.

: I LOVE YOU! =)

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16. Ten people to tag: 1. Not U 2. Not U 3. Not U 4. Not U 5. Not U 6. Not U 7. Not U 8. Not U 9. Not U 10. Yes, U! The one reading this post!

a 17. Who is no.2 having a relationship with? : Haha.. i can skip the next few questions..

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18. Is no.3 a male or female?

: zzzzzz

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19. How will no.9 react if he/she found out that his/her cell phone is lost?

: ................

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20. If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?

: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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21. How about no.5 and no.8?

: .................

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22. What is no.1 studying about?

:.................

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23. Is no.4 single? [Anissa]

: ..................

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24. Say something about no.6 [Lau Xin Wen]

: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz done! love this tag, the last few questions were the most fun.. xD do it yea! and dun copy mah style, or i swear i'll hunt u down and absolutely FRYYY uu~~ Hehe.. Done by, The SACRED panda.. wow.. nice name.. xDxDxD

My Beth

While browsing thru the novel Little Women, I came upon this - A poem written from Jo March to her dying sister, Beth.. MY BETH Verse 1 Sitting patient in the shadow Till the blessed light shall come, A serene and saintly presence Sanctifies our troubled home. Earthly joys and hopes and sorrows Break like ripples on the strand Of the solemn and deep river Where her willing feet now stand. Verse 2 O my sister, passing from me, Out of human care and strife, Leave me, as a gift, those virtues Which have beautified your life. Dear, bequeath me that great patience Which has power to sustain A cheerful, uncomplaining spirit In its prison-house of pain. Verse 3 Give me, for i need it sorely, Of that courage, wise and sweet, Which has made the path of duty Green beneath your willing feet. Give me that unselfish nature, That with charity devine Can pardon wrong for love's sake-- Meek heart, forgive me mine! Verse 4 Thus our parting daily loseth Something of its bitter pain And while learning this hard lesson, My great loss becomes my gain. For the touch of grief will render My wild nature more serene. Give to life new aspirations, A new trust in the unseen. Verse 5 Henceforth, safe across the river, I shall see forever more A beloved, household spirit Waiting for me on the shore. Hope and faith, born of my sorrow, Guardian angels shall become, And the sister gone before me

By their hands shall lead me home. (The following is a continuation of the novel) So the spring days came and went, the sky grew clearer, the earth greener, the flowers were up fairly early, and the birds came back in time to say goodbye to Beth, who, like a tired but trustful child, clung to the hands that had led her all her life, as Father and Mother guided her tenderly through the Valley of the Shadow, and gave her up to God. just something to ponder..

Im back~

Finally! Im back.. After such a long break from blogging, i've come back. Yes, i know a blog without pictures is kinda boring. Yes, i know a blog about an uninteresting 15 year old guy going about his life is very boring.. But well, a guy's gotta do what a guy's gotta do. ********* Haiz. Reading other people's blogs are so time consuming. Managing my own? Even more so. And yet my blog is my only outlet, the only place where I can finally talk without being interrupted, to talk about me and me alone and no one else.. Its been a long time since I've had that sort of luxury. Whee~ I suddenly realize something. Im so lame. So let me tell u a story. ******** Okay. Three vampires walked into a bar. The first ordered concentrated blood, and the second ordered saturated blood. The third, however, ordered a glass of water. The first two asked him the reason behind his strange choice. He said.. "Aiyo.. Global recession lah.. I got bring my own tea bag....." =/ ***********************

Okay

Okay. I know I havent posted for awhile, Im sorry, no time to hit the blogs at all since Form3.. So.. Yeah.. This'll be a pit stop in my long and torturing ordeal called studying.. Loads of homework, tuition, and Im doing lots of serious juggling to complete all this, a few outstanding projects, and cleaning my room before my dear beloved niece comes back on Saturday. *sigh* Been suffering from severe bouts of depression which comes and goes easily and spontaneously. I seriously regret not doing more to gain your trust and I regret wasting the time I had with you. Now your gone, I seriously miss you. Like crazy. Dun wanna say much in case you see this or something.. So.. Yeah.. So..Erm.. Yeah.. Dont really know what to post.. Its not like my life is interesting anyway. And those parts that are interesting Im not very keen on sharing with the world. Since my blog is open to the people, there is always something or everything that I cannot post. A blog isnt a diary as some might think (oh here I go again) but rather a portal to the world in which we can look out of and explore rather than a diary to record what happens in our lives. Cuz a blog is meant for people to read, and to satisfy people we cannot post items that are negative in nature, especially not toward the reader. This seriously constricts our choices and topics on which to blog upon. I find that most blogs are a LIE in which the author writes not who he or she is, but what he or she wishes to show the world. The real person behind a blog might not be as perfect as his ideals, or stands upon certain topics, for it is not what a person says that shows him, but what he does NOT debate upon depict him for what he really is. -Fin- There. I've just finished one of those periods in which I actually debate with myself upon a topic which is utterly lame. I apologize to all readers for the inconvenience caused by you reading this post. But Im not feeling very well lately both mentally and physically. I just hope Im stil rational and of sound mind when I complete PMR. There. I have posted in my blog. Happy much? Thankee~ The End

Alive Anymore *copyrights reserved*

This is a song I wrote out of sheer boredom

Is not true

And based on the melody of Unfaithful by Rihanna..

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Story of my life

Searching for my rights

This life has been unfair to me...

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Woke up with a sore

Today will be a bore

I have no idea how i know..

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Dont like who I am

Dont like what I do

Someone tell me what to do

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I got out of bed and slipped on my phone

and fell to the floor

I knew this day was bad before I even reached the door~

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I can see me die-kin

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I dont wanna do this anymore

I cant find out the reason why

Everyone thinks Im such a bore

I havent even been to Singapore

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I dont wanna do this anymore

I dont wanna throw away my life

I dont wanna be..

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Alive anymore..

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Feel it in the air

I cant pretend not to care

About my state of disrepair

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I went and brushed my teeth

Didnt even see

Took a toothbrush with someone's hair

(my sis's?)

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And Im sure you can imagine

What happened after I did that

I ran into the bathroom and *words censored by Blogger.com*

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I just knew Im dying

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I dont wanna do this anymore I cant find out the reason why Everyone thinks Im such a bore I havent even been to Singapore

* I dont wanna do this anymore I dont wanna throw away my life I dont wanna be..

* Alive anymore..

Ma Bo de Qing Ge

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The start of Random Thoughts

Oh well here we go..another new blog, another pesky little burden to add to my everyday life.. But..well..where else am I gonna unload all those random thoughts that bug you everyday but you just never can find the time to deal with..?? i mean..those times which usually pop up once or twice a day and get you thinking about life and its meaning..death and why it happens..or even why you choose peanut butter over jam.. okay..so maybe this guy behind this laptop right now is really a bit weird and maybe a little crazy..but hey..who will find out who i am? if i've gotten you a bit confused so far, im sorry..i didnt ask you to read this..you can navigate away if you want..this is just a way for me to express my feelings..not really for reading..